sweet 16?

finally the big 16
but i really don't feel any different.
my mom asked me yesterday "so nick do you really feel like you're becoming older?"
and my response was really i have no idea. i'm not ready to grow up. not ready to become mature. i wanna still act like an 8 year old with my friends and have the best time i could possibly have. i don't wanna have the responsibilites of paying bills or mowing my own lawn. but i know that in time these will become my everyday tasks.

my birthday was honestly the best that i could ask for.
going to knott's with some of my BEST friends was the greatest and i wish i could totally live it down again.
finally conquered my fear of supreme scream :D

well onto other things....school is literally almost over. 4 months and that's it. i won't be a sophmore anymore i will be an...uperclassman?
you could call it that i guess. but i'm not ready at all.
i want it to be summer already. where my burdens won't be there anymore. where all i'll have to do is run in the morning and have the whole day to myself
boy isn't that the life

welcome 2010

ahh a whole other year passed us. must time really go this fast? im starting to beleive that planet earth does not turrrnn sloowwwly as in the words of Owl City. i welcome the new year with new perspectives on life. whether its being nicer or just trying to better judge myself. i spent New Years at one of my good friends houses and boy was it fun haha getting to watch the Hangover at 3:30 in the morning is the greatest haha. soo as we go on about this new year we see a whole new decade and in the next ten years i see myself being successful...hopefully. and also i can see that high school is pretty much at it's half way point. 2 more years and im done. has it really gone by that fast? i have no clue where the time went. but it was time well spent with good memories that i will never forget. such as the unforgettable summer of 09. but as life goes on we see that we will encounter new challenges or hardships that we have to get through and hopefully i can get through them as easily as the years previous. well hope you have a great rest of break.

heres to the new year!

Ho Ho Hopefully

ahh 2 months have past since i've written last
sophmore year of cross country has ended and im halfway done with my high school career with running. seriously where has the time gone?

starting the new season of track with a new coach and with one week of practice down im dead..already. not a very good thing.
school is ehh right now. trying to fulfill my straight A prophecy before semester ends and honestly its hell attempting...but whats at the end of this hell hole tunnel? a new skimboard :D

holidays have come and past
thanksgiving being pretty intresting..especially with my cousins -__-
and halloween which is always fun.

my friends are the best and they make life an everyday laughing fest.
im glad not being a freshman anymore i feel more experienced than the younger people on the team it makes me feel stronger as a runner.
i actually lead the run today which felt odd because everyone was waiting for my reaction whether it was speeding up a hill or simply when to cross the street..its weird that they look to me for this stuff i have no clue if i'm ready for these responsibilities.

well christmas is around the corner and i cannot wait to get out of school.
2 weeks of just laying around the house and doing absolutley NOTHING.
waiting to see what the new year 2010 has in store for me.
but i know it will be hard seeing 3 of my bestfriends graduate. not seeing them everyday will truly knock me down and wonder what happened.

well hope everyone has a great holiday
probbably wont write until after the holidays.
Merry Christmas
.......And A Happy New Year.

New Beginnings

i thought id write on account of i havent written in a loonnnnng time.
lets recap:
end of summer and mammoth: well it was one hell of a week.....literally. we almost got sent home early because of something stupid. the runs were wayy harder than i thought but hey i could still hang with the group.

now onto other things...im officially a sophmore...phewww....it feels good not being a freshman anymore :p. but with stepping up a grade comes a whole bunch of work load :(. i'm already feeling the stress and we are just 6 weeks into school..but i'll manage..hopefully.

what i need is to get away for a weekend..just to get away from the drama with an ex....yeah i said ex....but i just wanna go somewhere like the beach or something...just so i could think and get all these thoughts through my head.

luckily i have the support of my friends with me to help me get through this isshhh.
but i gotta give a shoutout to people who actually are there for me espicially when i need it.
Brian Uribe-you have made my life way better than i thought. soo many laughs have come out since hanging out with you...especially when we hang out with ronnie hahahahaha...and the black jokes hahahaha. great times
Jenna Carpenter and Alex Salas- you guys have no idea how much better i feel when i see you two. you guys make me laugh all the time. and especially when im down you know how to get me right back on my feet as though nothing was wrong. and i THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH

now onto other things.....cross country season is once upon us again...but for some odd reason i feel so much better than not year...not just because im more experienced but because i feel that im fitting myself into the team..i finally dont feel like that kid that was always last during the runs...but now im that kid that can finally keep up. my times are so much better than last year too..which is another point that makes me feel better.

so hopefully this updates you on things...more to come soon

One day :)

till one of the greatest weeks of my life :)

capturetheflag.bigsmokey.redsmeadows.deadmans.ultimatefrisbee.videoblogs.laughingmyheadoff:).
rainbowfalls.moviesatnight.hilariousmoments.longcarridethere.longcarrideback.havingthebesttimeicanpossiblyhave.

this ladies and gentlemen will all happen in a little place we call Mammoth :)
ill repost another blog when i get back :)

see everyone there!

Summer :)

can this summer get any better?
dayyyyum! i have alot of stuff to look forward too.

first off we have MAMMOTH!!! :))
you have no idea how excited i am (:

then we have CABO :))

thats gonna be exciting as well.....

Summer 09 is turning out to be the best summer yet :)

something is wrong

i dont feel good at all today. everything is a blur. i cant see straight. i feel dead tired. i relaxed for two days and i feel like shit. gahhhhh what the fuck man.